okay so usually I like rush through these posts, but tonight, I'm going to take my time and acctually explain how I feel, also I'm going to post some things I have written on my myspace on here..
so, it's monday, well not exactly, but whatever. Okay it's moday and I wake up at pretty much 11:00 o clock yeah It's sad I know.. lol! after I wake up I got ready for work, and went to work untill 6:00pm. and then I came home and made myself a bagel after I ate some nuddles or something my mom made.. yeah.. and then I played with my little sister. and now I'm sitting here typing. yeah so much for explaining myself in "detail" huh.. hah.
whats new:
1.well I pretty much have a second job working at "BJ'S" I just have to go in for like my 4th interveiw.. haha.
2.I'm graduated as of oct 6th..
3.I bought new tires for my truck. =]
4. it snowed like 3 the past few weeks..
5. I'm bored right now
6. and probably will be tomorrow.
7. I'm hgappy and sad at the same time.
8. uh i can't think of anything else..
9. I'm going to sarco tomorrow....
10. I can't wait for my last winter progress in january.. its almost here!! lol =]
11. the end..
myspace: "about me"
my name is ryan.
it means "little king" in some language... haha. probably in english.. duhh.
okay so here's my plan, ready, ready: Well I'm not sure how but, I want to make a differance. I don't care what it takes, I feel like helping people but I don't really know how..yet, so this is how I'm gunna start. right here on my myspace.
I am sure of one thing though. most young teen guys// men in general that have no respect for girls and women. anoy me to a leval I am not familier with, they make me mad and it hurts to see such crapish behavior.. yeah you people got a problem wth me saying it hurts?! well i don't, cause plenty of people have hurt me before and I'm not afraid to say it, that's like saflaksjdfoier yeah no!!! I like guys don't get me wrong I have friends that are guys.. I am a guy, duh! but all I'm saying is, WOW isen't it about time for MOST of us young men to take responsibility for our own acctions?? like just try growing up. I don't really care what other people think about me..so go ahead and think whatever you want. basically stop giving shit to the girls.. I can't stand it anymore. a large majority of the people who are actually reading this, little (rather large now) entry now probably wont be agreeing with it but It's not here for people to agree with. and it's not going to stop me from standing up for somthing I know is right. and what pretty much alot of men do to women is certinly not right. and it breaks my heart and hurts me deeply to acctually see grown men act like that. what ever happend to standing up when a laddy enters the room out of respect?!? what ever happend to taking off our hats.. or opening the doors for them. or flat out being nice to them?! what ever happend to not flirting every second we get, and just being friends?!? What fucking happend to not thinking "oh i'm gunna get some tonight.." I mean you can just tell by effing looking at a guys face that he is thinking something along those lines when he is out with his gf or whatever.. I know this because I'm a victum of sin. we all are. very honestly I have thought some very bad things about girls before, and I never want to think them again. That's deffinatly not something I'm proud of at all. not at all. If I had one wish in the whole world it would be that there would be no more sin.. but that will not happen untill Jesus Christ returns. and I cannot wait till then. Listned, we are not perfect. no one is. just try harder than you are right now to being a better man. start by having some respect for parents and women.. Why is our world so lossed? why don't people even care about what God want's us to tell the world? God loves you. so why can't we all love others with respect and treat them with the utmost respect. guys a simple word of advice, just treat women as if they were you're own sisters.. oh and grow the hell up dumb-ass's.
okay I'm done with my "life-changing-twenty-minute-long-speech-thingy". ;]
Sooo
I'm 17 and almost a half
and
my life is often a bore
but I cannot realy complain
I love my frineds even though I never see them. I still love them
I'm sad that I will not be attending TSM this summer
but I'll probably just cry myslef a river, build myself a bridge and get over it
If your a guy and your not my friend then I will probably not like you. sorry it's just how I am.
If your a girl and your not my friend then I don't really have anything to say about that one right now..
I pretty much hate how people dislike eachother just because all their friends dont fit into the top 8 on myspace.
I love the beach.<3
(^see hearts^)
I like music
I'm not gay and I never will be.
I also think that gay people are not "born gay".. I think that that is just an excuse to cover up for there descisions.
I'm a Christian
strangly I like shoping
so that is all.. I just wanted to give everyone like a update on myself.. and hopefully those people who amount to basically none will read this and be like... cool. lol i dont know whatever..
have fun.
jesus loves you.
-Ryan
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